September
Curtis Ray Brooks
Dear Senator:
Have you ever had a 'change of heart? Or introspectively "looked back" at earlier life decisions and thought to yourself; "What in the world was I thinking!?" Or even has the thought; "I wish that I could go back in time so that I could decide to have done this, rather than to have done that!?" Surely you have. Because these are the type of thoughts that adults have when we enter into a "mature and cognitive state of mind."
Personally, I have learned that the only constant in life...is "change." And along with its companion, "time," has a pro founding effect on everyone and everything in one way or another. As for those of us who have sincerely embraced our life changes; in order to better ourselves, have, and are, doing so with more action rather than words.
I am one of the remaining "pre-1995 abolishing of parole prisoners." My crimes were committed in 1991 when I was at the ignorant young age of 19 years old, and now, at the mature age of 52, after having spent the past 32 years incarcerated within the VDOC, I have had plenty of time to look back upon my past life of "unconsciousness" with tremendous regret and shame at my behavioral transgressions , and the disappointments and sufferings that my actions have caused the victim in my case; Mr. Virani, his family, as well as my own family and community as a whole.
A "second look" back at my past decisions reveals the errors of my ways, in comparison to "what could have been," had I made wiser, mature choices with my life. In reality, no one is physically able to travel back in time in order to correct our past wrongs. And therefore, at least from my perspective, no one is truly able to be measured by their past alone. I think that what can realistically be measured...is the "time in between the past, to the present," or "from then, to now," in order to gauge whether or not, a "second look" may be warranted in the "prisoners/redemption seekers case," because "words unsupported by actions are hollow."
Basically, there should be a steady showing of "progressive thinking" via "institutional achievements, personal accomplishments, and ambitions," which would provide evidence that; "thoughts becomes words; words become actions; actions become habits; habits forms ones character; and one's character will pave the way towards one's destiny or future."
I am one out of the many, so-called: "old law" prisoners, who I think are deserving of a "bipartisan," redemptive, and comprehensive "second look" bill, and I am confident that, if granted a second opportunity, we will utilize our talents and skills to make our families, friends and communities proud to reclaim and welcome us home as "law abiding returning citizens," because that "second look" at the spaces in between "the tick & the tock," "the past & the present" or "the then to the now," will reveal that many of us have broken out of our "premature cognitively committed states of minds," of our past, and have come into the realization that; "within the realms of reason, we are only limited by our imagination."
So, I... on behalf of all of us prisoners within the VDOC, encourage you to support our cause for a "Second Look Bill," as the sort describes above.
Thank you for your time and consideration.
Curtis
Forty Strong member